(Verse 1)

I still see your shadow on my bedroom wall,

You said you’d stay forever, now you don’t call.

I told you I’d be better, swear I meant that shit,

But I fucked up the promise, yeah, I lit that hit.

(Pre-Chorus)

You cried sayin’ “baby, why you do this to me?”

And I was too damn high to even fucking see.

You walked out the door, and I swear my chest split —

Now I’m choking on regret and every bit of it.

(Chorus)

’Cause I got high and lost the only love I ever knew,

And now this empty fucking house is screaming out for you.

I’m tryna fix the pieces but they don’t fit right,

Shit, I ruined everything in one fucked-up night.

I still want you — god, I still want you —

But you’re gone, and it’s all my fault too.

(Verse 2)

Your hoodie’s on the chair and it still smells like home,

I reach out for your hand but I’m grabbing at ghosts.

You said I wasn’t present, yeah, I wasn’t clean,

But you were the only real thing in my fucked-up dreams.

(Pre-Chorus)

I keep replaying what I did, it’s burning in my brain,

All the lies, all the highs — girl, I caused your pain.

I swear I’m sober now, but you won’t hear that shit,

’Cause you healed and moved on while I’m drowning in it.

(Chorus)

’Cause I got high and lost the only love I ever knew,

And now this empty fucking house is screaming out for you.

I’m tryna fix the pieces but they don’t fit right,

Shit, I ruined everything in one fucked-up night.

I still want you — god, I still want you —

But you’re gone, and it’s all my fault too.

(Bridge)

If I could take it back, every hit, every lie —

I’d do it in a heartbeat, swear to fucking god I’d try.

But you’re happier now, and I’m stuck in the past,

With a promise that broke us and a love that couldn’t last.

(Outro)

Yeah I got high… but I fell lower than hell,

Missin’ you is torture, and it’s all on myself.

Fuck, I want you back, but you’re not mine anymore —

Just a name in my phone that I’ll never call for.